Please go away if...

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Bukan setiap saat pun saya mesej awak.

Dah tu apa yang susah sangat? Apa yang awak tak puas hati dengan saya? 

Dah orang mesej tak nak reply. Sebelum ni orang tak mesej cari pulak.

Orang dah sayang tu, hargai la. Kalau tak block je terus.

Lebih baik kena block macam hari tu, daripada awak buat2 tak baca mesej saya dan tak reply secara sengaja.

Pernah tahu rasa sakit hati? Sakit tahu tak!!

Don't stay. Please go away instead of hurting me and making my heart ache.

Its hurt muchukk. Its really hurt me when you suddenly be so cold to me.

Its hurt.

Please go away if your way is making me suffer. I do miss you. I do love you Mr. A.

And I know you know who you are.

Sad Love 2014

Love is nothing without you.

#25 : Pain of my life.

Each day when I wake up, I miss you.

Each night before asleep, I cry because I miss you so.

The story that I know only with pain and all sorrow.

Even writing this piece had made tears fall down my cheek.

I love you. I miss you. Yes, I do.

Be with me please. I willing to sacrifice all men in my phonebook as long as you are here with me always.

#24 : Hey..

Hey..I know this is not cool but I am kind of like you...

Yup...like you like a lot...

This is hard...because I know it from the start that you won't ever like me back...

It is sad isn't it? To like a person after he liked you... Because you just can't be attractive forever...

I am sad. Real sad. I like you a lot and I do hope I got courage to face this again but I can't...

Every time this situation happen its only gonna be me whom like a person. It will always be one sided love...

And again for almost most of the time, welcome back one sided love. Ouch. 

Translation Missing You Lyric

Yeah (maybe I’m missing you)
Without any thoughts, just like any other day, I met up with people and talked and laughed
When night comes, the TV is my only friend
When the morning sun rises, then I finally fall asleep
It’s so pathetic – I guess I liked you a lot
After you left, the blue sky looks yellow in my eyes
Are you hurting somewhere? I’m right here
Or are you in a new relationship with someone new? I miss you my baby

My heart wants to cry but I have no one to talk to
Sometimes, I want to smile widely but I have no one by my side
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you

Back then we were clear and clean
In the beginning, we were so affectionate
And I know everyone’s like this but why was I like this?
(But) As time passed, it was like glass shattering, like the ring on my finger fading
Like being cut by a sharp knife, like being suffocated by a chain called restraint
Memories of you and I, I thought were always good
Only misunderstandings that weren’t cleared up and scars remained and I hated it
I knew I should have held in the words “let’s break up” till the end but
(Because still) The days we used to fight and argue are way better than now

My heart wants to cry but I have no one to talk to
Sometimes, I want to smile widely but I have no one by my side
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you

Every day when I open my eyes, it still feels like you’re next to me
Can’t I turn things back to when we were together?
My heart wants to cry but I have no one to talk to
Sometimes, I want to smile widely but I have no one by my side

My heart wants to cry but I have no one to talk to
Sometimes, I want to smile widely but I have no one by my side
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you oh oh
Maybe I’m missing you

#23 : Five Golden Rules of Peaceful Life.

The secrets of a happy and peaceful life :

1. Always pray hard for all your wish and request. Usaha dan fokus gak.
2. Turn off your internet data before you sleep.
3. Don't bother to fall in love until its fall by itself. Let it be.
4. Don't urge something which are not urgent.
5. Just keep calm and always show blurr and face palm face to something that sounds silly. (jaga hati member, tak sampai hati nak terus terang. #kantoi )

Those golden rules can be add mengikut kesesuaian. haha.

Sorry dear.

Sorry...
For being selfish, annoying and ignorance, sorry is just the word
I am afraid yet I am scared...
And I know that this would be weird and sounds more weird but that feeling... that feeling of being abundant is just kept on haunting me
Its make me traumatized... but yet I do want to try...
To try and give u a chance... to hope like before...to have faith like always but I can't do this alone
Sorry... I know I am wrong but please forgive me dear... and lets start all over along