No Good

I am not a good person,
not even a good friend,
not a good lover,
not a good sister,
not a good daughter,
not a good student,
not a good employee,
not good in everything but...

one thing that I wonder, what would it be to the people's surround me when I am gone, die?

Will I be missed?
Will I be in their pray?
Will I be included in their best memory?
Will I manage to make something that benefit others even when I am gone?

Heavy thinker. That's just me.