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I am just a simple girl. Seorang gadis yang sedang-sedang dalam segala aspek bermula dari A sampai Z. Kalau nak tahu pasal aku boleh tanya. As simple as that. My dream is to be love by someone who will be a father of my kids and not to be hurt. So typical right?

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Friday, December 28, 2012

Asal aku ok~

Ulas pasal tajuk panjang2 sangat pun tak guna gak kan?

Tajuk tu adalah berkaitan dengan entry aku yang ni.

Berkisar tentang kenapa aku rasa waktu sekarang ni macam kurang sesuai untuk aku berpasangan.

Ye la.. Asal aku ok sudah... ^_^

10 (SEPULUH) Sebab kenapa aku tak perlukan pasangan buat masa sekarang :

1. Aku masih belajar. (cliche sangat2 kan?)
2. Masa tak sesuai la. Aku baru lepas rabak wey. Agak2 la ko nak berpasangan terus.
3. Impian banyak lagi yang belum tercapai. (nak pegi kelilingi dunia)
4. Lifestyle, mindset, environment masih di alam bujang remaja. HOYEAH!!
5. Tengok baby memey la comel tapi kang kalau dah dia melalak malam2 aku rasa aku pun tak sedar weyyy. Nak mati kalau dapat menantu cam aku? haha
6. Pelupa teruk. (Aku boleh jadi terlupa yang aku dah kahwin nanti kalau aku kahwin skang ni) ahakz~
7. Mak aku confirm.... TAK BAGI... sebab aku taw dia kenal sangat la perangai buruk baik anak gadis dia yg sorang ni...
8. Hutang banyak, bukan tahap keliling pinggang lagi dah. Dah tahap keliling Malaysia pun ada la kot.
9. Aku bukan contoh terbaik buat kanak2 bawah umur. #Kids, please don't try this at home. haha
10. Kurang keyakinan dan kepercayaan kepada komitmen dalam perhubungan. (based on previous cases, bro)


Tapi kan, ape kejadah aku dok cangak lagi sambil bermalas-malasan? Mana azam sebakul aku yg sebelum cuti tu? Semuanye puiiii....Hampagas, pemalas teruk!!

But, May Allah bless. HE always know the best for me. Have faith, insyaAllah great things awaits you ^_^

Ok la... Ola Oli Cikebum Cikebum sekalian...



See ya!! ^_^

Muka serabak hati. Tapi hati lebih rabak. Senyum je yg mampu!

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Wandering wonder~

Been wandering around...

Wonder...

Although for sure and I am sure enough...

But still the questions keep replaying in my minds...
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Ok lately agak mengarut sikit... aku baru abes tengok 3 movies... plus HIMYM s8 ep. 7-12...

Those movies are :
1. Detroit Metal City (DMC)
2. Love Actually
3. The Odd Life of Timothy Green

Best... Fell free to ask me on those movies...daa...


See Yaa!! ^_^

Friday, December 21, 2012

Tak berkaitan.

Esok nak pegi holiday weyh...

Aku memang suka dengar bunyi piano...

Nampak macam tak de kaitan kan?

Tapi... sebenarnya....
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Memang tak de kaitan pun... haha ^.^ (jangan marah naa?)


Ok la... Ola Oli Cikebum Cikebum sekalian...



See ya!! ^_^

Thursday, December 20, 2012

#17 : Sorry is just not that easy...

Seriously.... I really need to learn how things are being clarified as done~

I really want to learn how to stay calm when he is in trouble...


I really want to learn how to settle down and shut off this feeling on him inside me...


I don't want to be like this anymore... wasting my times on a really unnecessary homosapien that hurts me & my pride the most.... 

I'm really tired of all these...

Why would you text me? 
Why would you come back?
Why would you?


You never need to say that you're sorry because saying sorry just can't solve things but apologizing with realize & regrets is just what suit you...


Sorry? For real dude?


Please try to ever use another line -_-


DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE SORRY, CAUSE YOU’RE NOT.words. words. words. You know, words may have definitions, but these days, I think that’s the most a word can have. Definitions, no meaning, no feeling, nothing. These days, words are only words. Nothing more.

Sorry is the most useless word. 
No matter how many times someone says it, 
it's never going to reverse the damage they have done.  




WOW!!! SORRY!! Forgiving you, yes I did~


But, to trust you and being honest and sincere like before... Oh... It's really not gonna work...

Never ever forget the different between sorry and apologize or else miserable that it would become...


Sorry is not just a word... Please do take "SORRY" seriously neither when u said it nor also when u heard or received it...



I just want you to learn a lesson which called APPRECIATED!!


Sorry dude... I might enjoyed seeing you in a bit mess without me after this... Perhaps...


OPSSSS!!! Did I just say sorry?


Sorry, my mistaken... OPPSSS!!! I did it again... It just slip from my mouth so easily... Oh, my bad~



May this feeling rest in peace...



p/s : Is it ok for me to be enjoyed seeing u in a bit mess after I left? Its not violence right? Oh, I love this~

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Kenapa doktor tu hot?

Sementara cuti ni, boleh rasanya kalau aku ambil kesempatan ni nak update sepam dua kat blog aku ni... aku ni tak dak la pandai sangat nak cerita apa2 pun kat korang semua...

Cuma nya lepas dah explore setting baru ni rasa terpanggil pulak untuk update blog yang tak seberapa ni... Nak update pasal apa pun tak taw la lagi...

Ada satu persoalan kat sini... Kenapa aku rasa doktor sangat hot? Kalau dapat suami doktor sangat lah bertuah tapi kalau dia on call...kena la tunggu sorang2 kt umah tu #loner

SEPULUH (10) sebab aku rasa kenapa doktor hot :

1. Sebab dia wat degree lama2 tapi dia boleh tahan dengan tempoh tu (nampak kesabaran di situ)
2. Sebab doktor memang bijak, kalau tak bijak confirm la dah kena kick time study (erk...kidding)
3. Sebab doktor friendly. Doktor perlu ramah dengan masyarakat. Suka sangat tengok doktor.
4. Doktor sangat berkebolehan dan boleh diharap bila berlaku kecemasan.
5. Jubah putih doktor sangat lah cool yg menampak kan dorang hawt sangat2... Ouch!!
6. Doktor adalah seorang yang tahu apa dia buat. Berwawasan... Suka nye lelaki cam ni!! grrr~
7. Doktor selalu nya ada asas agama dalam kehidupan.
8. Doktor tak de banyak masa untuk dibuangkan cam tu je.
9. Pendapatan tetap. Kewangan kukuh. (erk...maybe)
10. Selalu nya doktor-doktor yang aku jumpa kat hospital muka dorang bersih suci lagi kacak... hehe (ini sebab yg paling tak relevan)

Aku tulis ni saja la sesuka isi masa lapang sambil2 online ni...Jangan anggap serius lak wey... Tak de la aku cakap pekerjaaan lain tak bagus...dan tak pulak aku nak anggap doktor ni calon menantu pilihan mak2 mertua... idok ler sampai cenggitu...cuma nye entah kenapa entah aku dok suka je tengok doktor-doktor ni...


Alahai comel pulak roleplay costume doktor ni bila dipakai oleh budak2 yg comel ^_^



Tapi tak ler pulak aku simpan harapan, impian untuk kahwin dengan doktor nanti... Kalau ada rezeki tak taw la kan.... Ok la... Ola Oli Cikebum Cikebum sekalian... selamat bertemu sua jodoh...semoga berbahagia!!


See ya!! ^_^

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

#16 : Broken-hearted

It's my English post... (suka hati aku je bebila pn rasa nak buat english post)

p/s : sebelum tu ingin ditegaskan blog ini tiada wordless Wednesday and so on...i just make this blog to be awesome in my own way #awesome lah sgt kau!!

ok...now, back to the main topic...

it's hurt you know...

it's really damn hurt when i knew the fact that u are using me and then dump me...

it's suck!! sounds rude am I?

however... I am the type of girl that will always stand firm above all things...

I believe on the principal of there is nobody will actually care of ourselves since our own shadow will also leave us in the bright place....

Yea... I'm admitting that the scars u leave seems to gave me a deep marks...

kalau hati ni laku nak jual kat bundle, aku nak jual dan teruskan hidup. -Terfaktab

but still... I am the one who can't put the blame on u...

The girl who can sit down and pretend to be calm (perhaps) plus praying for your happiness without me being around after all that I had sacrifice = yea...that's me

At first I feel like dying...but I had practice the situation when we both decide to becomes best friend before you truly admit that you used me...

I'm not mad...but I feel sad and sorry for u...for not seeing the beauty in the heart of mine...

Every time I look back on our memories...tears still fall down through my cheek...

Its been really hard for me to make the decision in deciding to moving on and back off from this relationship instead of still being there waiting and hoping for u to see me as somebody for serious...

I prefer to leave as u seems don't want me to stay anymore...

After all, u are no longer stopping me to leave u like before...

At least before this, I saw your effort that making me stay which then lead us to these TWO years...

But now....here we are... reaching this stage...I'll be glad...

Knowing all this happen exactly like I expected not as I hope is also a relief...

I leave u as a better man... I knew that...

There will be no more Mr. Juliet d Orange for me after this...no more making cards, writing letters, creating quotes, writing poems and as for the novel...let it be without the endings...perhaps~

It is enough for me to stalking u far away until somebody wakes me and makes me love him...

OUCH!! Is that love?


This post is nothing compared to what I've been through when I'm with u...

You teach me enough...and I'll give u more than u deserve...

Still it is my fault for expecting too much from you...



May this feeling rest in peace...  



2nd p/s : kengkonon nak rare sangat lah kan sebab tak nak buat wordless Wednesday tu? rare lah sangat kau!! ^_^  #not so forever alone~

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