I have nothing but a blog to express all I feel...
But now, I just feel that the thing on expressing my feeling in this blog is no longer working on me...
I feel insecure... I feel useless... I feel ashamed... I feel pathetic... I feel confused...
Stressed... That is not yet even exactly the word which describe me the most right now...
It was more...
Unreliable... How come we can trust when betrayal is the only thing that returns?
I just hate this....
Almost all of this... I feel terrible...
I just can't...
Please stop pushing me to do... Please stop asking me on anything about that...
Please let me breath and for one and only let me think just only for myself... Just me...
I'm hurt... This thing is killing me softly inside...
I just can't stand this anymore...
I just can't bear this...
Goodbye... So long useless thing...
