i hate...

i hate being maznie...bleh x klu aku nk rehat jap dr jd manusia yg b'nma maznie...penat la...benci la.....asyik d'perhatikan....asik jd perhatian....nk wat pa sket sume x boleh....penat....aku taw la aku dh wat salah...n aku sedar salah aku tu besar n memalukan semua...tp... please....aku nk ruang...brenti la judge aku....brenti la melebih-lebih...i hate it....stress taw x bila k0rang wat cm ni kt aku...stress sgt2....smpai nk b'nafas pn susah...runsing,buntu semua da.....n a friend will n0t intrude her friend privacy...s0 if u wanna be one of mine....better back off....yup...mmg la saya,me...i...x nangis n x nmpak cm insaf or rsa b'salah...tp tu x b'maksud i f0rg0t my mistake n i f0rg0t wh0 i am k??....aku diam...aku x tunjuk perasaan aku bkn sbb aku degil,hati keras...tp sbb akubkn jenis yg ska tunjuk2 tp sbnr nya haram x rasa pa2 pn...x faham jgn la tunjuk2 cm t'lebih faham....we are in different era....we are in different path...s0, d0n't expect me t0 be like u...i can't....i've tried but it making me m0re stress n it d0esn't w0rth it...s0...i'm s0rry...f0r n0t making me stress out myself...i'm n0t g0ing t0 be like what u want me t0 be...but we still can be friend...hmm..i hate this...but i must d0 this c0z i can n0t stand it anym0re...