Kau buat hashtag gabung nama dan...
Kau ingat aku boleh percaya yg kau tiada perasaan pada dia?
Dia pun gadis...jadi tiada yg mustahil untuk kau punyai perasaan pada dia....
Jadi kenapa kau harus bengang bila aku bertanya soal kau dan dia?
Kalau dah sayang mengaku saja...
Tak mati pun kalau kau mengaku kau sayang dia...
Suka hati kau la labu...
Some people are ugly.
Some people are dumb.
But I am both.
because I love you that is why.
because I care that is annoyed.
because it is hurt and that is for sure.
Please continue ignoring me and block my whatsapp too because I can't stand my self to see you online but not ignoring you.
I just can't help my self from not sending text to you.
That is the reasons why I hate the fact that I like you, I love you a lot.
Because I love you sayang and I know that you won't.
"Scar at your body show that you had fight, scar at your heart show that you had loved."
p/s : I thought that I am done but still I write about you. Just when will you realize this.
I still remember, the day you come by.
That was the moment, and you start it with a hye.
You asked me something,
but I can’t recalled
and then we laugh like we known forever all.
I still can’t forget, the night that we first met,
You bring me to restaurant of hawker instead.
We agree to eat at the street, that night,
but the restaurant is more than sweet,
and that is the first night, the first time we meet.
I don’t even adore you at first, not even care,
For me, my past is still more to bear.
But you give me courage and never stop to try.
That is the love that I hardly realise and why?
Time feel like running so fast,
Every day and night discussing about our path.
Sometimes you here, sometimes you there,
Sometimes you love, sometimes you don’t care.
You said that you love me, and I knew it wasn’t true,
Thus, I keep on silent with no reply of “I love you too.”
One day you came by again, and act like “not missing you”,
Out of the blue before midnight, you repeat again the “I love you”
I ask you to stop, because I know the feeling is fake,
Mentioned by you that night, it comes deep from your heart although it is fake.
The moment I am awake, you already gone,
The love that you give before, is now like sunset in the dawn.
I don’t know what to do,
And choose to be calm,
But believe me boy, every day I hope to be in your arm.
And now I already late,
You have met your new soul mate.
As good bye will always not my preference,
Thus, I prefer to watch from far, Instead still hoping for us to be like before, but that’s making me going too far.
I know you won’t love me, it will never be true,
I knew it from the start but still I fall for you.
Now is the perfect time,
to say that I am sorry,
for keeping this from you in a while,
I am in deep guilty.
Thus, its hurt me enough to love you secretly.
For Mr. Google all the time,
Tonight after accidentally watch your updates, I realize that you are belong to someone else right now.
I don't know whether to hope and pray the best for both of you or...
To secretly watch you from far and still hoping that you would come back which I knew you won't.
I miss you.
p/s : Sorry that I accidentally love you.
Sincerely,
Me.
I wish for a great big thing but I only manage to get few memories.
How expectation kills.
I wish to be everybody's favorite hello and hardest goodbye but
you just made me became a failure.
You left.
Goodbye Mr Right Guy. Thanks for coming and please come again.
p/s : the last part tu mcm tagline pasar raya je. haha. Btw, tired of using bukan nama sebenar, so instead of only letter, I will now officially type in your name so that less misunderstanding happen. FYI, most of my recent post in this blog is dedicated for you Mr. Right Guy. Enjoy reading and have a great day. Tq.
Hati...
Kenapa kau selalu jatuh pada yang salah?
Kenapa kau lembik tak sama dengan fizikal?
Kenapa kau selalu menyusahkan aku?
Kenapa kau tak pernah bekerjasama dengan akal dan aku?
Kenapa kau berdegil selalu?
Kenapa kau sayang dia?
Kenapa kau tunggu dia dan sakitkan diri kau?
Kenapa kau tak jawab aku tanya ni?
Bengang arhhh cam ni.
